I...dunno. I both can see why it can have use - and I think, in your case, maybe it's even good!
But I think, for most people, it...curdles. If it becomes a reason to motivate to be better, yay! But in my experience...that's not how envy manifests.
It's kinda like drugs - some people can responsibly use booze, weed, etc. Many, however, will become addicts. Thus, while I like them, I can't call them unequivocally good - and I think Envy may well be more toxic than even booze itself, for those who cannot handle their emotional liquor.
I...dunno. I both can see why it can have use - and I think, in your case, maybe it's even good!
But I think, for most people, it...curdles. If it becomes a reason to motivate to be better, yay! But in my experience...that's not how envy manifests.
It's kinda like drugs - some people can responsibly use booze, weed, etc. Many, however, will become addicts. Thus, while I like them, I can't call them unequivocally good - and I think Envy may well be more toxic than even booze itself, for those who cannot handle their emotional liquor.
Thanks for your comments as always Dex :)